i hate it when lecturers and tutors dont reply to your questions when you really need them to. I hate it when you try to explain to something to some one in the best possible way and they dont want to listen and refuse to understand. i hate feeling really low after ive felt really high. this life is so torturous and cruel. if u dont give all of yourself, if you dont let the devil take your soul its like your stuck in a fuckin whoop whoop limbo land. and i mean i dont want to be in that stupid land. its annoying, and painful, and frustrating! so so soooo frustrating. but i mean i guess its not like that all the time. but when it is it feels like its like that allllll the time. and then it happens so often. and sometimes it can just be about the smallest thing.