deciphering me
i hate not being able to verbalize whats in my head. although im not completely sure of what exactly it is that i want to verbalize in the first place. its the product of so many things having accumulated over a great period of time, its become a mishmash, a spaghetti bolognaise cauliflower and potato curry hot pot which i can’t pick and choose from. i wish i could draw out the the thoughts from my mind and put them in a glass jar or flush them down the loo, much like Professor Dumbledore in Harry Potter.
April 15, 2007 at 3:30 pm
I hear ya gal! and you are not alone.I personally think that if I had expressed the things which i wanted to express at the right time,i would have been a lot saner today!
April 15, 2007 at 8:56 pm
Why don’t you express your thoughts through a creative form…how about…draw it out…it would be fun to see what you come up with…laters
April 16, 2007 at 8:10 am
err dont worry, they’re not that important anyway. *rolls eyes*
April 18, 2007 at 6:09 pm
oh alright
maybe next time you might just draw… 
April 19, 2007 at 1:25 am
MAZ: you and the rest of the worlds crazy population my friend.
No one: yeah, thats not a bad idea actually.
maryam: shut up
No One: thats not me, its my loser sister.
April 19, 2007 at 3:15 am
As far as I can remember, Professor Dumbledore used to save his memories, not thoughts.
But let’s say if you really could save your thoughts like that, they would still resemble a mishmash, a spaghetti bolognaise cauliflower and potato curry hot pot, won’t they?
By the way, that was a great verbalization anyway
April 19, 2007 at 10:54 am
lol iam kinda confused,should i be happy on being part of a DIFFERENT group or should i feel humiliated on being called crazy!
April 20, 2007 at 9:46 pm
it doesn’t necessarily have to be spoken (verbal), though.
what about writing it down?
u may find that u can then link some of them together, and end up with something useful.
June 6, 2007 at 3:44 pm
I understand your predicament! I have the same verbalisation problem. In fact, my mind races ahead of my tongue - poor thing take forever to catch up!
Its like writers block - only more frustrating